What ever is on my mind......

I really miss you guys...........I have lots of news but no time to chat now but i will say i miss you and I have a new boyfriend LOL yea i'm a pimp lol jk love ya

BLAHHHH Fiber can be gross mostly the powder mix blah it's like sandy tang or not mixed well enough but anyways....

I haven't written in a while so I will kinda tel you what i have been up to....

ummm........I went to SEXWOrLd it was kinda fun it was just Amber and I there were some creepy looking guys there and we didn't go into the dollhouse I wanted to but Amber was creeped out baddly I bought my brother a calender for his new room

Then the 2nd time we went it was Amber, Jen m., Heather my sis and Me, the dollhouse was closed then as we were leaving these guys were like Did you girls ride the "Big Penis" we were like "what?? what are you talking about? What Big Penis??" "it's on the 3rd floor" "What there's a 3rd floor?" Heather said "yeah! you guys didn't know that?" we were like "Noo" so we went back in and rode the elevator with these guys and they asked everyone but me if they were going to ride it they said no they just wanted to see it.
Then one of the guys bust out with I come here everyday to ride the penis I gave him the thumbs up!!
So when we got to the 3rd floor we looked at it and they kept daring us to go on it Finally I was like Fine Fuck it I'll Go so I got on top pushed the button it didn't work then i hit it again and everybody was staring I hit it again wasn't exspecting it to jerk and I rode the "BIG PENIS" LOL it was kinda lame and fun just a little bit.

The next day was Sunday and Kathy wanted to drink this is Amber's mom or my other Mom since all the liquar stores were closed in MN I drove her to WI we made it seem like we were going on a road trip exspecially cause I live in my car kinda I everything for a getaway weekend like clothes,pillow,blanket,bathroom supplies stuff like that in the trunk , my car was packed Nate was there Amber,Jen and Mom we were jammin to some music and they were making faces at people just like little kids who can't sit still in the on a road trip it was fun though.

I just started a new Quarter at school I have antamoy 2 and lab (I have to disect a cat *Tears :( I am not excited at all) I start lab tonight, then on thurs I have a computer class huhhhh....busy busy busy I would Love to hang out with RYn, Jaimie and Jen E. this weekend maybe sat night cause it's my mom's b-day on sat she's 40 I have to make this special just to make her feel old lol . Well gotta go kids to tend to. Bye Bye 4 Now!!!

OK so for my birthday I got a car woo-woo finally it was my Uncle's old one but i didn't care plus he is my fav uncle so it's all peachy Pat my mom's boyfriend fixed it up, I am trying to think of a name for her my sis Heather says cars are girls so huh ummm.... don't know yet the sad thing about my sis is she had just got her license last friday and then on sun night she got in a car accident she drove on ice and spun she is ok Thank GOD!!! I got to see Jaimie YAY!! She is going to make me some cds I'm excited, I went to Jen's to see if she was home butr she was at Johnny's, I want to see her and Ryn and Ryan and Kylon I miss all of them I wish I could take my Nephew and come visit during the school day cause i sure would!!! Well got to go Bye Bye Sexy People 4 Now hey I got a new Zanga it has pictures now too it is shygirlof1000cats

ok so it's been a long time again, I still haven't seen my friends but I have some good news I got a new cell so I will text you girls later. I am kinda excited for christmas but I am more excited for my birthday 19 finally just 2 yrs shy off going to get drunk off my ass legally the weired thing is that when i am 21 my boyfriend hopefully I am still with him he'll be 24 well i guess it's not that weired maybe just the fact of being with him so long huh....aaaaaaaaah I miss him so much it sucks when he doesn't have a phone sometimes i think about him so much i drive myself crazy I wish I had a car I got my licence no car or real job to pay for the insurance though Blah I hope my ma will let me barrow her car next weekend so i can go out and hopefully see Ryn,Jaimie,Jen Elly,Jen,Amber,Nate,Paul and exspecially see Shane I want my New Year's Kiss even though I don't mind our lovely kiss from last year girls LOL I found those pics too i was so excited danm i miss those days also. I got to go bye bye 4 now. LOTS OF LOVE and Happy Hoildays

OK well you have to read the "Danm it's been forever" last saturday I went out with Amber, Jen Monn, Addie and Heather we went bowling and played pool and darts and I was drunk off my ass!!!! I was talking to some dudes and i heard them talking behind my back and i heard one of them say "Naw man shes dirty" I was so pissed but then i was like fuck it i'm not going to let some assholes ruin my buzz, and then quess who comes creepen in the pool hall it wasn't Shane he was sick it was Chad and Dan(the guy everyone thought would be prefect for me but we didn't hit it off so yeah) so LOL I felt kind of bad but i was drunk so i didn't care that much so i was like dude he looks formilluar (can't Spell) so I was like Chad then he smiled and I was like hey what's up? we all hung out and Dan was hitting on Jen but she turned him down LOL we stayed out till 4am playing, the pool hall closes at 6 am it's called Shooters it's far away though but really fun!!!!

Well Hello all my sexy friends it has been a long time and i miss you all I have to tell you about my fun sat. last weekend but first I have to tell you how I was asked out 2 within 20min of each other ok so I was staying the night at my dad's so i could go out to sunday breakfast with him, and on this particular night my sister Heather (THE SCARY ONE) decided to have a get together with some friends and drink Special Products because she was sad that her HUSBAND yes HUSBAND David went away to train more so he could go over to Iraq My family was pissed they got married and didn't invit us only his mom and some friends not even me her so called Best Friend and sister but haaaaaa ANYWAYS back to the "party" she asked if I wanted to come hang with them so i did we had some yummy SPecial Products it was Addie,Heather,Me,Shane, Ryan and Chad who happens to be Patrisha's brother you remember the girl with the braces otherwise the girl on our bus! Anyways her brother was "shy" by me and everytime he went to grab his drink he would touch my leg and seriouly giggle oops sorry I'm not trying to" I was like ok whatever we were watching RED DRAGON ok fine but then it got boring and Heather fell asleep and left Addie and me to entertain the guys we just talked and watched the rest of the movie I was getting tired so i was like fuck it and i went to sleep on the couch.

Alright so I sleeping and you know you can feel when someone is standing right above you, well all of the sudden I hear this deep laugh OMG!!!!! it's fucken Chad standing over me watching me sleep SCARY!!!So I was wide awake heartbeating a million mph he wants to sit and talk ok but i was still tired so i was dosing off He was sitting there telling me that Addie said he should tell me how he feels about me so he is spilling his guts (remember we just meet today) and then he ask the question "How do you feel about me??" I rubbed my eyes and stretched and thought what the fuck am I going to say to him, Umm NO thank you!!! So since my baby girl Stokley was laying on my stomach I said "AWWW stokley your laying on my bladder and I have to pee" SO i jump up I will be back, i ran to the bathroom I didn't have to pee but i was think shit what do I say....then all of the sudden the door starts to open, So I slam it in his face going what fuck it was HIM!!!!!!

So after I was "done" I went back to my sister's room and tried to crawl up next to Addie and complain but before i could really finish telling her what Chad did she mouth wispers to that Shane likes me a I thought she was fucking with my head that night so she said to sit and talk to him i was like woow what the? ok so I started talking to him and then Addie gets up and goes to sleep on my bed well the funton I was ok I guess I was left there with 3 guys and then while Shane was trying to ask me out Ryan and Chad were talking and Ryan thought we were talking about him and they started to argue and I said dude I'm not trying to deal with this right now and I walked out and i went to see Addie and tell her that they were fighting while he was asking me out so I left plus i was nervious since I liked Shane so much so i was laying there and we heared the door open and i said I'm Sleep and i closed my eyes and felt someone over me again it was Ryan this time he scared the shit out of me and was like I'm sorry that was fucked up but Shane wants to talk to you, Addie told Ryan to stay out there with her and iu was like ADdie you are not leaving me in a room with guys who just asked me out and i haven't answered them so they went in there with Chad and Shane came out to me!!! YaYA Baby so that was one of my crazy saturdays and how I started going out with Shane mmmmm....yummy I will write back about my next crazy and fun saturday in a bit it's time for dinner

FOR Jaimie sorry Hun, I haven't been home to get your call I shall call you later, when I'm home I'm at my Aunt's

*sniffels* I miss HOME, my own BED and all of my HOMIES  and My nephew Ayden ,Amber and even Mike!!!

I'm Sick and I wanted to go see Two new movies with friends :(   War of the Worlds and The Devil's Rejects AWESOME title!!! Sorry Jen

I got to meet my ma's new boyfriend , He's cool he has his own company , drive a motorcycle (mom's fav thing to do) he bought her a pink helmet for it, he buys her lots of crap new outfits and some other things but the thing that is like holy shit is that he bought her a new $1,000 sleigh bed queen size, and so I guess since I haven't been home they ma and J-man have stayed at his house. WOOW the only thing I have to say about them is TOO Much PDA!!!!!! Even in the Car but my mom likes that he acts like a clingy girl kind of.

I got my own Blockbuster card WOOt WOOt LOL I rented "Closer" for me and jen and Saved it was cute and funny then the next day I got Constantine Awesome Movie !!!!!!! We got the Playboy mansion game it's like the sims except you make the magazine so you get to take the pictures of the girls ummm.........it's alright

I went to my friend briget's baby shower and I won the Sherek 2 movie, some lime green steak knifes, some blue plastic cups and blue note cards .

My Dad kind of went on this shopping spree for me , I like waa_Ho we were at SAM'S CLUB Best place to get a lot of stuff for low price even though the stuff is for i can be at his house it was cool like sampoo,conditioner,girly products,rasors,a cd (NIN-with teeth) ,stuff for my Stokley, a really nice manicure kit. I should have made him get cd-r s.

Things I want to do:

1. get my license YES I am a loser for not having it yet
2. Buy an OssFest ticket
3. go to OssFest with friends
4. Have an AWESOME Graduation Party On Aug 13 so PLEASE take off work anyone who has a job!!!! 
5. get a car
6. get a part time job
7. get my own place close to my sis Amber so I can go watch my Nephew it's in blaine so it's not to far from the city so I can still go visit friends and have them over and I have to make sure I can have my baby girl (Stokley) there.

That's a Lot of SHIT to do. Haaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh............................Alright I'm going to go Bye Bye 4 Now LoVE you LOTS...

Happy 4th to all the sexy people out there!!!!! 

It's pretty boring at my house and my brother is bugging the shit out of me,he keeps talking shit about me because he is bored and doesn't have any friends, I tought him how to take a shot it's ok we used iced tea no alcohol for him. I downloaded "I want to piss on you" Dave Chappelle making fun of R. Kelly LOL it's great. For anyone who is planning on coming to my Graduation party plans have changed again SAD!!! It's not til Aug. why so late?? My mom changed it again GRRRRR!!!!!!!! Well gotta Go slap my brother around Bye Bye 4 Now, lots of LOVE.....